After having a phone consultation with my psych doctor yesterday he upped my sleep aid Temazepam (Restoril) double to 30mg. And... last night I slept like baby and got a full 8 hours of sleep... the most i've had in months. No brain fog, I have plenty of energy, and am ready for the day.
I went on a visionary bmx quest in my dreams last night and it was simply amazing, its everything i could have wanted in my dream - it was so euphoric i almost came in my pants... no, actually during the dream i had to pee and was leaving our new national indoor bmx track (after i had first runs at it and rode just like i used to back in the day - for me that would be 1987-2000) i had to pee in my dream and was walking my bike out of the track area to the restroom and woke up and guess what... I did have to pee. I was surprised I woke up at 4:40am this morning, but i went to bed at 8pm and fell asleep sometime around 9pm. I FEEL GREAT!!!. Hell taking maxxed out doses of psych meds is waaaay better than using 'illicit substances' like MDMA (XTC) that i used most of 2004 (amazing i still have a functioning brain left). But I left the man-made chemicals behind when the calandar changed to 2005 and only use herb sparingly for vision quests while meditating to ambient music.
Well, i'm outta cigarettes and the coffee is done brewing so I'm going to have a cup and go get some smokes. That's all for now and Peace-out,
the evolving dirt magnet hobbit
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