Well this is my first day of stopping smoking cigarettes. It is very hard right now and its been about an hour since i started my anti-smoking medication - Chantix. I only feel a tiny bit better, but would wrestle a bear for a friggin ciggy right now.
Trying to keep busy. I'm trying to drink lots of coffee cause its a diuretic and will help cleanse my system of the nicotine from all the smokes i had last night and i went through a pack of cigarettes last night in 4 hours!!! So yea you could say the next few days are going to be hell and i'm going to unconsciously be mean to somebody. I'm sure I'll bite somebody's head off if they say something that just pisses me off. Normally I would ignore said conversation or comments and just have a smoke. I feel like I lost a good friend my cigarettes. But hey, I didn't START smoking until I was 22. So for 22 years I had no problem not smoking even though my mom did. I just got in with a crowd of ppl at work that smoked and started saying, hey this calms me down AND we get to have outside back office chit-chat.
I'm also afraid i'm going to pack on the pounds and eat like a swine. I have an 'affinity' to MCD's .99 cent double cheese burgers but the nutritional information on it says 440 calories. Heck when i DO eat them I buy 4 and that's like two days worth of calories right there. So maybe I need to turn my focus inward and stop what i'm doing and meditate and do yoga stretches to fight the urge to overeat.
Peace-out space fans.
the dirt magnet hobbit
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