My sexual, philisophical, and spiritual nature

Ok, by now you know some things about me... but what of my nature and being? Are you ready for it?

***WARNING PERSONAL AND SENSITIVE MATERIAL MAY OFFEND OTHERS... DO NOT READ FURTHER IF YOU ARE OFFENDED BY ONE'S SEXUAL ORIENTATION OR SPIRITUAL NATURE***

I am a bisexual. Guess it comes with the territory when one is bipolar too. Bisexual by orientation, straight in preference to women. However, having said that I have never been able to hold toghether a relationship with women for more than 3 months at a time. I am a hobbit and do better in solitude and i like that.

The picture you see on the left is my wolf totem animal wearing the rainbow pride shirt. That would be me. I'm a jeans and t-shirt kinda guy.

I have had only two sexual encounters with guys compared to the seven women I've slept with, and would like to have more of that. So, you could say i'm just looking for a hookup and friendship - no strings attached.

My spiritual nature over my life experiencing first catholicism, then protestant methodist, then wicca, then islam, then shaman practices and metaphysical studies and meditation. All experienced through my female partners. And... it has brought me to this point in life where i have found the most enlightenment and peace though the Tao. I've read the Tao Te Ching, Hua Hu Ching, and The way of Chang Tzu. All of this can work with my inner christian beliefs despite what some of you may think that i'm 'tainting' my christian beliefs; but no, i still pray, use prayer beads, meditate, and enjoy philisophical discussions - particuarly those related to the Tao and Tai Chi the complete term for the Yin (female) and Yang (male) symbol. I also connect to those in my visionary_shamanism group on Yahoo Groups. I'm also a moderator for a Yahoo group which I like to refer to without naming it I call the wacky bannana splits (anybody out there remember the Bannana Splits on 70's cartoons?). It's a pretty much let it all hang out group and free discussions on about anything but "illicit substances" I leave that up to my group "visionary_shamanism".

Today is a day of prayer, visitation to my mother whom is in surgury right now to have her second cartorid artery cleaned out and thanks to prayers offered in my other groups I have faith that she will do just fine. I'm going for a mountain bike ride at the local bmx track. It clears my mind and I become free through the connection to my bike, the earthen track and the full use of both my upper and lower body riding such a hard national bmx track as we have here in Winchester, Virginia.

I'm currently listening to the group 'VAS' chanting music and it is very soothing.

Thanks for dropping by my fellow visitors and email me at my gmail account if you like at:

~ the dirt magnet hobbit