After re-reading the Celestine Prophecy for the third time I'm getting in touch with coincidences in my life and trying to build up my personal energy.
Example: I'm going to about five places tomorrow that are hiring part-time labor. I have my resumes and references ready, have my story straight that I am MI and (we'll just say I'm going to say "Bipolar" is all) can only work a part time job due to the requirements of my disability and with my right to work ticket.
I think I understand my control drama much better as I usually play aloof while interrogators and intimidators are all around me. To get clear I need to fill myself up with love and give these people the energy they will subconsciously pull from me and I will have to name their drama at some point without being rude (that's a hard thing to do). I also learned that getting clear and following one's intuition is a good thing... most people call that a gut instinct to interact with somebody or be motivated to do something, yet many seldom do and dismiss it with a passing thought or wave.
I intend on looking my best and doing my best in these interviews for part-time labor and the best place I can think of right now is our local beverage "Crown Cork & Seal" that packages your favorite beverages like Dr. Pepper, RC Cola, & Gingerale. No experience required. I think its mostly a packing or loading job part-time in the evenings and I'm a night owl anyway when I do have stuff to do in the evenings.
Tomorrow also after 6pm I'm heading on over to Groove Merchant - a new bike shop in Martinsburg to test out the new MCS Magnum Cruiser and see if I want to put some cash down on it. I still have to sell my Kona $800 2006 MTN bike after it gets out of the shop Monday for a new crank arm and a tune-up. If not, this dirt magnet will continue to ride my MTN bike at the city park BMX track.
The hobbit in me keeps me in most days as we hobbits like to work on their own things and (me with my kitty tigger) be an internet junkie and write these posts that are a reflection of my desire to journal my feelings and emotions.
Know what else? I don't smoke, I don't drink, I don't do drugs (except the occasional herb), and I don't have sex anymore (I take care of myself occasionally), and the last thing - Casual Sex - just isn't worth the risk of becoming infected with some STD or worse Hepatitis or AIDS. I used to enjoy the casual relationships and fun encounters with woman of all ages but they always wanted a relationship and me playing the 'aloof' drama accepted their interests and now find that this hobbit don't need no more relationships. I can do better to take care of myself and just have online or "friends only" relationships.
May the green glow of this dirt magnet hobbit carry on and learn to increase my energy vibrations to higher levels as more coincidences - like the one I had today to go back in the Blockbuster Video store later to apply directly with one of the assistant managers. Personally I also take what my doctor said seriously, "You don't belong in a retail or call center environment because of your severe panic attacks you suffer from." Truth be told.
So this dirt magnet hobbit shall carry on and continue to be with and support my online health groups I call family.
Peace and blessings.
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